You left me alone, all alone.
Monday, November 8, 2010, 2:27 PM
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Broken promises love. m|/ Love me no more.
On the 23rd june 2010,
Our love chapter began.
I still remembered we were at wenwei's house.
You were in your purple long sleeve.
Then, wenwei and nicole quarrelled I helped nicole.
And you said that I didn't talk to you and you were bored.
That day you leaned on me I told you, you were fat and trying to push you.
Then when we had to go home, you and wenwei sent us down to take bus.
Wenwei and nicole were so sweet holding hands walking happily
and both of us walked at the back.
I could still remember you blasting songs into you ears.
And you wanted to step on wenwei's shoe but I pulled you back and was like don't.
Then after that I let go.
You gave me the sad face and stood there so I had to pull you and I pushed you in front.
Then you suddenly grab hold of my hand.
I was kinda shock but it's alright.
That moment you were listening to crush by david archuleta.
And wenwei first saw he turned and giggled.
After that nicole saw too and their reaction was you saw?
Then they was like ya.
Then they jumped up. And it made me so shy.
After that shengwei was at the bus stop I wanted to let go so he won't see.
But instead you grab even tight.
And when I board the bus you asked me so hold hands le how?
Then I replied: I don't know.
Then you said will be straight forward and asked me to be your girlf.
I was thinking through whether to accept or not.
Cause I wasn't prepared for the next romance.
And I told nicole and myself.
I'm not worthy for you, i'm good at nothing.
But in the end I decided to accept.
Then, we started to hang out.
24 june 2010,
We went out to east coast.
That was when you first cuddle me.
But when we left, your mood changed.
But I had no idea what took place.
And you left me all alone.
Then we text at night,
You asked if I was feeling sad,
But I keep quite.
Then you said you were afraid that everything will fall apart that night.
But we still moved on.
And quarrels after quarrels came one after another like a chain.
We almost felled out a couple of times. But we went through them.
And now...
Everything we gave we had we loved and I lost.
Now I'm left all alone to fight this battle and walk this path.
Our promises were broken just like the heart. Everything came to an end.
And I guessed I lost this battle.
I can't pursue this love we once had anymore.
But I know I could wish you all the best in your life
and hope that you can find someone who is so much better than me by tons.
Cause you no longer need me anymore.
So it's time I should learn not to disturb you anymore.
And you can live much nope peacefully and happily.
God bless take care.
Labels: 051110. Ended. Heart shattered.